The Year That Was...

The year that was, 2006, has been a very good year for me. I was able to regain the lost glory. I can confidently say that it has been the highlight of my career - offers from different companies were pouring like rain. I never thought I can successfully staged a comeback after the devastating year of 2005. God has been so good and I never know how to repay Him. It is only when I stop blaming myself that I've learn to forgive what happened in 2005. Finally, the pain of 2005 is gone what remained are the lessons I have learned.

I will face 2007 with positive thoughts and direct my positive energies towards my goals. I will not be daunted nor be afraid.

Words to the people I've met in 2006

To those people who have been good to me
a big THANKS...
To those who broke my heart and tried to unnerve me
THANKS anyway...

I know evrything happens for a reason and whatever that is, I leave it up to HIM.

to those who hated me or maybe in a way cursed me
THANKS you made me realize that I am good beyond my imperfections...
To those whom I got offended in any way, I'm SORRY!

This is me
LOVE ME...
HATE ME...
I,m just being ME.

It must have been love

I just realize of putting my thoughts into writing and the first thing that came up in my mind is to create my own blog. :) I am not used to expressing myself about my feelings towards someone especially if it involves love. I completely tried to always convince myself not to love again after a tumultous relationship. But as they say, "love moves in mysterious ways." The first time i saw him, i wasn't attracted at all. Alright, he is tall, good dresser, goodlooking but that's it! I had enough of of those type, my ex belongs to that category. He was my seatmate for a few days because i was assigned to help him out with techniques regarding the job. He was late for almost two hours and all I remember about him that day are the words, "I got a flat tire along Diosdado Macapagal Highway, that is why I'm late..." At the back of my mind, "EXCUSES AGAIN!" Anyways, as days go by, he proves to be one damn good guy. We became buddies so to speak. We spent a lot of time together during and after work. He drives me home too. Nonchalantly, I'm falling for this guy. I felt like screaming on the top lungs, "No! The wall has crumbled." I'll never forget the day he brought me to his basketball practice in Mandaluyong.

The start was smooth but as it progresses, my feelings for him is turning into possession and obsession. I became selfish that I don't want him to even talk to any of my friends. One day, I suddenly burst out, "If you think I love you, you are wrong..." I know how hurt he was and that put a big strain on the relationship. Things were never the same for us since then. I know it was a big mistake on my part but I only did what I think was best for me. It was a blessing in disguise because the week after, I was scheduled to leave for the US for a much needed break.

I will never forget him. His name will always be synonymous with Ralph Lauren, Calvin Klein, Nautica, Clinique Happy, Chaps, Nike, Diesel and modelling. I miss him. I hope someday we will be together again. :)